I spent the past 2 weeks working with a business coach, trying to get myself back on track with my business idea. I was very surprised by the depth of work we were able to do in such a short time. Between business stuff and homework from the business coach, it was a very busy couple of weeks of insights and doing new things. Pretty intense and very productive.
Last week on Tuesday, I did my first live channeled broadcast. I told the story of how I learned to channel. This was a REALLY big deal for me to talk about my past. The hardest part is that I was in front of a live audience at the time. I was not sure how they, or anyone listening would react, but it was something I felt I needed to do.
Ended up that in spite of having lived a life full of challenges, I am accepted by others just the way I am. It has been so helpful to know this. All of that fear and for no reason.
Then on Thursday at our ladies group, I was invited to do another live channel. What an amazing experience. The lady of the sun spoke through me for the first time. What a powerful, loving energy. It had me in tears which does not happen too often. And afterwards, I felt so high on love and light.
And then the next day, the crash came. Started with exhaustion that had me flat out on the couch and not really functioning for a couple of days. Along with this came an unusual crankiness and a feeling of being out of sorts, not really wanting to do anything.
From so high one day to so low. It felt like going into the depths of pain with a bit of anxiety and frustration thrown in. And then came the not sleeping part of this, waking up at 4 am and not being able to go back to sleep.
When I asked my guides what was going on they explained that I was going through an energy adjustment again. Working with the lady of the sun brought in some very powerful energy which started to move out all that is not light within me. Oh it moved all right and was not a very pleasant experience for me or anyone around me.
It’s now Monday morning and I’ve been up since 4. I’ve decided to spend a few days with my daughter just hanging out and working on a craft project, something I have not done for a long time. Just a short holiday to relax and get filled up again and ready for whatever comes next.