It’s the first day of school for students in the part of Ontario where I live and it seemed like the perfect day for me to get back to work, sharing messages and supporting people on their spiritual journeys.
I took the summer off to support my daughter who is still in the hospital. It’s been over 4 months now. She’s doing much better but is still recovering from a heart attack, has a hole in her bladder that causes urine to leak into her belly (very painful), needs a walker and a splint to walk, and she is dealing with ongoing infections from the bleeding in her belly and the damage that caused. And, she’s only 31 years old. Her life has been challenging as all of this was triggered by an auto immune disorder that’s affected her since she was 13.
I spent a lot of time this summer with her at the hospital providing love and support. And when I was not spending time with her, I found I was too worn out to do much else. I realized that I needed to do a better job of taking care of myself and I chose to put work on hold to be a full-time parent again for a while.
My daughter’s husband has taken some time off work to be with her while she makes the transition from hospital to home. Because of this, I have more time and energy to get back to doing the work that I love.
It’s been quite a ride this summer. There were so many unknowns each day and so many days when we did not know if she would live or die. As a parent, this is one of the worst experiences I’ve had and yet, there has been so much that has been positive.
I have learned sooooo much through all of this – about myself, about what is important, about how to love and about how to deal with challenges from a spiritual perspective. This has been an amazing learning experience.
I plan to start writing about many of the lessons I’ve learned as well as getting back to posting regular channeled messages. And, I hope to keep producing video posts so you can actually see me at work while I am channeling.
Thanks for your support and patience with me this summer. I know that I left many things unfinished and I am sorry if I did not get back to you. If you are still waiting for me to respond to an email message or do anything that I had promised, please contact me by email and let me know.
It will take me some time to get back to working full time but I’m back…..