So much has been happening lately and I really have felt uncertain whether or not it is a good idea to share my story. When anything I experience does not fit in with what I think to be “normal”, I feel afraid to tell anyone about it. I still have some fears of being seen to be “crazy”, but one of my guides put it very nicely…
“It is easier for you to talk about being “crazy” than it is for you to talk about being gifted. Interesting.”
But, in spite of how I feel, I am going to share the story of my life right now. I’ve been assured by my spirit friends that I am not the only one going through this type of transition, I’m just one of the brave & gifted ones who has chosen to talk about it.
But first the good news….. My daughter who was in hospital for over 6 months this year is doing VERY well. About a week after 11-11-11 and another stay in intensive care, she woke up one day and felt well. The terrible pain that she had for many years is gone and she is feeling good. It was such a blessing to have spent a few days with her and see her joyful and hear her laughter. What a gift!
From my perspective this has been a miracle. Yes, she still has a drainage tube coming out of her kidney and she still has trouble walking, but the improvement has been so amazing and happened so quickly that the only way I can describe it is miraculous.
The interesting thing for me is that it happened at a time when I got completely out of the way and stopped trying to help her and just turned the entire situation over to what I call God. She was in a hospital that’s a 3 hour drive from us and was waiting to be transferred to the hospital near my home, but that did not happen. I did not go and visit her and for most of her 10 day stay there, I could not even speak to her on the phone.
It was really hard to not run to her side to try to rescue her and try to make things better. My guidance was to just let go of worry and turn this over to God and the healing angels. And, I was informed that my involvement with her was actually stopping her from empowering herself to take charge of her own life and health.
And my worry energy was triggering her to worry as well which was keeping her stuck in being sick. Letting go of my compulsive need to help was actually the best way to help by just getting out of the way. And look what happened.
I don’t really understand. I am just celebrating the fact that my daughter is doing well. And, I truly believe in miracles and learned that getting out of the way is sometimes the best way to help.
I have been going through a big transition as well that I don’t even begin to understand. It is just happening and I am doing my best to just trust and let this be what it is.
I have felt so different since I did all of the activations and clearing that was part of the 11-11-11 event I participated in hosted by Steve Rother, Pepper Lewis and James Twyman. I have a hard time even explaining the difference outside of having physical sensations that left me unable to do much, emotions that were all over the place and the inability to focus on anything except for short periods of time.
It has been harder to connect to my spirit friends, was guided to no longer do personal readings, was given a new plan for my work, and have felt so confused about everything that making simple decisions is a challenge. It took me 15 minutes the other day to decide what to do to fill in an hour of time I had before an appointment. That was kind of scary.
I have had some very powerful and unusual experiences during meditation that I really don’t know how to explain. I just know that the journeys during meditation feel very real to me and have been followed by more of the above mentioned strange experiences.
So here is my feeble attempt to explain this experience of transition based on the bits of information that my guides have given me. I am in the process of clearing out everything that is not light in my physical, emotional, mental and spiritual bodies and am anchoring in much more light energy. The difficult physical, emotional and mental experiences are this old energy being moved out of my body and adjustments being made to hold a higher frequency of light.
And what is coming in seems to be a higher vibrational aspect of my soul that is merging with who I know to be Sheryl. I have known this higher aspect of my soul as the Lady of the Sun. And, I must admit that even though I have been given this information, I don’t understand how this is even possible, but it seems to be happening and I certainly have enough strange symptoms to show me that something real is going on.
It seems really arrogant to me to think that it is possible for little old me who I have always viewed as the scum of the earth to merge with such an amazing being of light that I know the Lady of the Sun to be, but she assures me that this is the new way of working with spiritual beings who are really a separated part of who we are. It’s part of what has been called “Oneness” and is a concept that I am just starting to understand.
I’m just having a really hard time taking this in even thought at some level, I know this is true. Divine beings who have been working from the other side of the veil are integrating with us mere mortals so that they can get on with the work that there are here to do while co-inhabiting a physical body.
For some time now, I have know that we have 12 multidimensional aspects of ourselves that exist in different times and dimensions and that at some point this will all merge while we are in physical form, something that has not been part of the human experience except for a very few enlightened beings. I understand that this will become the new “normal”.
I learned a process from a workshop I did with Steve Rother to identify these aspects of self which I now know about and I have been given bits and pieces of information about this over time, but I have never talked about it, until now.
I have hesitated to talk about because it never made logical sense to me and sounded “crazy”, but I now understand that this is what I am experiencing. And who I have called the Lady of the Sun is an aspect of my soul from another dimension in what I know to be the future. Oh my goodness, this sounds strange, but again, at some level I know this to be true.
Not sure yet what is going to happen with my ability to share channeled information. I have been assured that this will continue to happen, just in a different way and that I am being connected with other spiritual beings for whom I will be acting as a scribe.
So, with all of this happening, you will be seeing many changes in the work I am doing and the information that I am being asked to share. I am setting up some websites for this new information and will be moving the blog in the near future.
I will continue to share my incredible journey with you because I know that I’m not the only person who is changing and transforming and part of my job description is to share information with fellow lightworkers. And if you are reading this message, this includes you.
Now, on to another day of adventure.
Love & light, Sheryl